"SILAS!" I scream, my throat raw. The name tears out of me, jagged and desperate. I turn back to Atticus as he coughs, blood splattering across my arms, chest, and face. Tears blur my vision and all I can see is red. "Atticus. You have to keep your eyes open. Please."He coughs again, wet and rattling, then forces out words that shouldn't be his last, but they sound like they could be. "Don't cry... doll face. I've... made you... cry enough.""Shhh. Don't talk. It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay." I don't know if I'm lying to him or myself. My hands shake violently as I keep pressure, as if I can hold his life in place. I whip my head toward the stairs again, my chest burning, my lungs clawing for air. I scream again, louder, uglier, a sound that rips my vocal cords apart."SILAS!!"I rock back and forth, Atticus's head cradled in my lap like I can keep him tethered to me. My free hand cards through his hair,
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