And as the seconds passed my mind began to race. Then something entirely obscene happened as those words surged with a vengeance, not giving me a chance to back down.Why is she doing this? Am I supposed to believe her or something? I wondered, placing my hand on my chest, trying to stop my heart from beating so fast.But the more I tried, it wouldn't slow down. It actually sped up even faster, making me clench my fists as anger steadily rose. And then everything went silent when my mouth moved, yet there was no sound coming out of it.I seriously need to stop this right now. But how can I, when everything I know will change in an instant? I pondered, my heart palpitating inside my chest."Come on, Sasha. You can't show them your fear. Because who knows what they will do to you when you do. " I whispered to myself, giving myself words of encouragement, hoping to do something that was against my better judgment.Yet I wasn't willing to let it linger, so my mind began racing with every
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