CLARAThe second I pulled into the driveway, I killed the engine so abruptly that the car jerked to a stop before I threw the door open and stumbled out. My legs felt weak beneath me, but I forced myself toward the house as quickly as I could, fumbling with my keys until one slipped from my hand and clattered onto the concrete.I dropped to my knees to grab it, my fingers refusing to cooperate as they shook against the cold pavement. By the time I managed to unlock the front door, my breathing had become so uneven that I could barely hear anything except my own heartbeat pounding inside my ears."Mommy!"Leo came running toward me the moment I stepped inside, his face lighting up with the biggest smile. He wrapped his little arms around my waist before I even realized he was there, expecting me to laugh, or pick him up.Instead, I pulled away so suddenly that he lost his balance and stumbled backward."Mommy?"His smile disappeared almost instantly."Not now," I muttered as I hurrie
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