TaraThe question came out. Ugly, direct, laden with all my fear.He lowers his hand, looks at me finally, truly. And in that gaze, I desperately search for a spark, a semblance of what was. I see nothing. Neither the burning, possessive love of the beginning, nor the dark desire that sometimes took him, nor even the cold anger that would be preferable to this. I see weariness. An abyssal, cosmic weariness. As if the mere fact of having to have this conversation, of having to manage my emotions, my womanly doubts, was the last trial, the drop that makes the vase overflow, already full of blood and betrayals."Tara, stop. Enough. It's not you. It's everything. It's… everything."Everything. The word is a tomb. It encompasses the world, his world, this world of death and money of which I am only an ornamental periphery. He turns on his heel, a heavy movement, and walks away from me as one walks away from a crime scene, with disgust and urgency. He enters the frosted glass shower stall,
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