MikeDay has risen, relentless, drawing rectangles of harsh light across the rumpled sheets. The peace of dawn was only an illusion, a fragile dream that reality has dispelled.Tara sleeps. Her breathing is too regular, her stillness too perfect. I watch her, lying on my back, hands behind my head. The scent of her skin, of our union, still permeates the air. It is an intoxicating, accusatory smell.My arm, where she nestled, is cold.Every fiber of my being is tense, torn. The vulnerability of the night has left me naked, not only physically, but morally. I let the wall fall. I let chaos, tenderness, hope enter. And now, fear returns, ten times stronger, a taste of rust in my mouth.What have I done?I rose without a sound, dressing in silent haste, as if I could don my armor along with my clothes. Each glance toward her sleeping body is a burn. A temptation and a horrible reminder of my own weakness.In my study, the l
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