The silence pressed in around me.....heavy, suffocating, absolute. This apartment that used to be my refuge now felt like a tomb. Four walls closing in, the ceiling pressing down, the floor opening up beneath me.I was drowning on dry land.And there was no one coming to save me.The sun set outside my single window, painting the sky in shades of orange and red. Beautiful, if I'd had the energy to appreciate it. But beauty felt obscene when everything else was falling apart.Darkness crept in slowly, filling the corners of the room, swallowing the light inch by inch.I didn't bother turning on the lamp. Electricity cost money I didn't have.Besides, the darkness felt appropriate. Fitting.I lay there in the dark, listening to my own heartbeat, feeling my own breath, and wondered how long a person could survive on nothing.Not long, probably.Maybe that was for the best.Sleep eventually claimed me, dragging me under into nightmares where I couldn't run fast enough, couldn't save anyon
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