He didn't know how to tell her.The man in the motel—the one who'd pushed her against the wall and growled her name against her throat—belonged to the old life. Somewhere along the way, without meaning to, he'd packed his hunger for her into the same box he'd packed the violence, the danger, the sharp edges of who he used to be.Not because he didn't want her. Because he'd convinced himself that wanting her like that—urgent, consuming, without asking—was part of the person he'd left behind. That if he let himself have her the way he used to, he'd be letting that person back in.He couldn't say any of this. He didn't have the words.So he plated the eggs and poured the coffee and told himself that keeping her fed was the same as keeping her safe.She watched him. Felt something curdle in her stomach. Not anger. Not yet. Something closer to grief.He didn't say anything. He just stood there, spatula in one hand, c
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