SERAPHINAI woke up like I was being pulled out of something deep and heavy. My body refused to move at first then my head began spinning in a way that made it hard to think clearly, and for a moment I just lay there, staring at nothing, trying to remember how I got here. It felt like exhaustion at first, like the kind that settles into your bones after too much stress and too little rest, but this one was different, it was heavier than exhaustion, like something inside me had been drained without my knowing, and no matter how I tried to shake it off, it stayed.I swallowed and tried to sit up slowly, my arms trembling slightly as I pushed myself up against the pillows. My chest was tight in a way I couldn't explain, and my breath was uneven. My hand moved to my stomach without thinking, resting there gently, waiting for something, anything, a shift, a movement, a sign that everything was still the same, but there was nothing...nothing at all. A small knot formed in my chest, tight
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