SerenaPain shot through my abdomen down to my legs. My lower body felt so horrible. My feet were pricking, and I couldn't resist the agonizing pain. It was at two in the morning, and it was nothing like I'd prepared for.I had prepared so well for the incoming restlessness and welcome of the baby, but this — was unexpected. Definitely not for a dawn. None of it mattered.What helped my breathing was my eyes on a mark on the wall, hands on the rail until my knuckle bones felt like they might come apart. My body was doing what it had apparently been planning to do regardless of what I thought about it.The midwife who took charge was Carla — a woman in her forties with the particular efficiency of someone who found none of this alarming and that, more than anything, was useful. She had arrived in under ten minutes, set her bag down without ceremony, and immediately taken over without asking if she should. A younger nurse assisted from the other side of the bed, quieter, focused on the
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