JaceMy mother was waiting expectantly for me to start explaining, her hands clasped together in front of her, her expression now somewhere between tipsy amusement and genuine concern that something seemed off.The old man, who was still here eavesdropping for whatever fucking reason, was watching too, though he didn't look pleased about it. His face had that tight, controlled look I was already learning to recognize, with his jaw clenched and his shark eyes pinned straight on me, with one hand gripping his wine glass as if he wanted to crush it.It was already mortifying enough that I had to grovel and ask my parents to help protect the girl I loved. Ego-bruising, actually, would be a better word, but that’s how it felt to basically admit to them that despite how I acted, I couldn't handle my own shit. So even now that I'd finally gained their attention, even with my mom looking at me with soft, encouraging eyes, I found myself hesitating to talk. Stalling. Because I was also wor
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