I heard the car at seven fifteen.I was in the library where I had been all day, not reading, not reorganizing anything, just sitting in the armchair with Biscuit and the note in my pocket and the particular stillness of a person who has run out of ways to manage their own waiting.The sound of the engine on the gravel was so ordinary and so specific that I was on my feet before I had consciously decided to stand.I walked to the window.One black car coming through the gates. Moving at normal speed. No urgency, no drama, just arriving the way it always arrived, patient and certain and completely unhurried.I was out of the library before the car had fully stopped.I made it to the entrance hall just as the front door opened.He came through it and stopped.He was whole. That was the first thing I registered and the only thing that mattered in that moment. Jacket dusty at the shoulder, tie long gone, a cut above his left eyebrow that had been pressed closed with something and had bled
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