AoifeRonan Gallagher is on his knees in front of me.He doesn’t fall. He just sinks, slowly, as though his legs have finally given up holding him, right there on the wet stone path in the middle of the dark greenhouse, with his gun on the ground beside him and his empty hands open on his thighs. The most feared man in the city. The man who walked into room fourteen and came out with blood on his hands and nothing in his face.He’s on his knees in front of me, and he’s crying.Not the way men cry in films, with one quiet tear. He’s crying the way he cried when we were eight, the night of his mother’s funeral, when I found him curled up under the potting bench in the old greenhouse. Great, wrenching, silent sobs that shake his whole body, his face twisted, his shoulders heaving, his breath coming in ragged gasps. Tears running down past the white scar under his eye and dripping off his jaw onto his shirt.“I&rsquo
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