Kai’s POV I heard it before I was fully awake. His voice — low, careful, the specific register of someone speaking in a space they believe is private. The words arrived before I had the consciousness to properly receive them and by the time I did I was already sitting up in a hospital bed with my heart going too fast and my brain doing everything it could to find an alternative explanation for what I had just heard. Noah. Confessing. To the empty room, to himself, to no one. I love you, Kai. I lay back down and stared at the ceiling and decided, with the focused irrationality of someone who is frightened, to pretend I hadn’t heard it. When he confessed properly — fully, standing in front of me, with his eyes open and his voice steady and nowhere left to hide — I knew. I had always known, if I was honest with myself, which I was actively choosing not to be. I felt the same thing. I had been feeling it for longer than I had words for. And I pushed him away. Cold, deliberate, exa
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