Noah watched his mom’s hands move with a kind of certainty he didn’t have. She didn’t measure, didn’t hesitate her body just knew what to do from all the years she’d done this. She set the fish on the cutting board.“Watch the knife first,” she said. “Not the fish. The angle.”Noah tried. She cut along the grain, not across. One clean move, the knife gliding through the flesh like it didn’t need effort.“Why that way?” he asked.“Because you’re not fighting the fish.” She laid the knife aside. “You cut with what’s already there.”She shifted to the stove, poured oil into the pan, set the heat to medium. She hovered her hand over the pan to test, not close enough to touch, just enough to feel.“How do you know when it’s ready?” Noah said.“You’ll feel it.” She moved slightly so he could stand next to her. “Put your hand here. Don’t get too close.”He tried. The warmth rose up differently more direct, sharper than before.“Now?” he said.“Now.”Through the rest of the steps, she let him
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