I jolt upright in bed, tears tearing from my eyes before I can draw breath. My heart hammers so hard it feels like it might burst through my ribs, and violent shivers rack every inch of me. I stare at my hands, searching for blood. When I find only clean skin, the sobs break harder than before. I try to steady my breathing, but the vision crashes back into my mind with brutal clarity—me, holding Helios against my chest. His body cold, still, soaked in crimson. “Oh god… Oh god, no.” The words crack on my lips as another wave of weeping overtakes me. My shoulders shake with each ragged gasp, and I claw at my hair with trembling fingers. Nothing helps. I can’t pull myself back from the edge. When I can bear it no longer, I scramble out of bed, snatching my silk robe from the hook by the door. I throw it over my nightgown, grab my car keys from the dresser, and stumble from the room, my bare feet slappin
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