The snow melts slowly. I watch it from the window, the white receding, the brown earth emerging, the first hints of green pushing through the thawing ground. Three weeks have passed since I published my story. Three weeks of silence from Patricia, of cautious hope, of learning to breathe without looking over my shoulder. Eleanor grows. She is stronger now, her cries louder, her smiles more frequent. She holds my finger with a grip that surprises me every time. She watches the mobile of stars and moons with an intensity that makes me wonder what she is thinking, what she sees, what dreams move behind those dark eyes. I sit in the rocking chair for hours, holding her, watching the fire, waiting for the world to change. It does not change. Not yet. But something shifts. Margaret brings the mail on a Tuesday. A thick envelope, official, addressed to me in crisp black letters. I open it with one hand, Eleanor nestled in the crook of my arm. The letter is fro
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