Trevor's POVPractice was coming up and we were all in the locker room getting changed. That was something I had slowly gotten used to over the weeks of being the waterboy … the noise of it, the particular smell of it, the specific energy of a room full of guys who had known each other since freshman year, and moving through a shared space with the comfort of people who had never once had to think about whether they belonged there.I existed at the edges of all that. Did what I needed to do, stayed out of what didn't concern me, while I kept my eyes where they were supposed to be.But you know, that last part was the one I kept failing at.I had always thought Sean was hot. That had been true before any of this started … before the AP Literature dream, before the budget argument, before the waterboy uniform and the shower and everything that had happened in the equipment store. It had always been a fact, and for a long time I had been reasonably good at keeping it filed in the part of
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