Evelyn's POVJulian remained nearby.Not so close that it felt like he was hovering over me, yet not so far away that I had to search for him either, and although he hadn't made any attempt to sit beside me, hadn't gone out of his way to join every conversation, and hadn't used what happened in the woods as an excuse to stay glued to my side, I always knew exactly where he was.The strange thing was how aware I was of that fact.Because only a few hours earlier, while sitting beside this very campfire, I had been mentally exhausting myself trying to figure out how to create distance between us, how to stop relying on him so much, how to stop mistaking comfort for something more dangerous, and how to remind myself that the safest thing I could do was learn to let go of all the tenderness I had begun associating with him.Yet now that he was standing quietly in the background, giving me exactly the space I had claimed to want, I found myself looking for him anyway.Every time someone wa
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