Anara"You are pulling away from me," I said.Thursday evening. He had been in the study since early morning. Dinner had been the right words at all the right times, which was its own particular kind of distance. The bond had been carrying a compressed quality since midmorning, the specific feeling of something being held carefully and not shared.He did not deny it. He looked at me across the sitting room with the expression of a man who had been caught doing something he had not fully intended to do."Eran's visit," I said. "It is next week.""Yes," he said."Tell me the specific fear," I said. "Not the general version. The actual one, the one that has been sitting with you all day."He was quiet for a moment. Then he said, with the particular honesty he found when he stopped managing around something, "That I stand across from my brother for the first time in five years and I do not know what to do with myself. That he looks at everything I have built here and finds it sufficient.
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