Julian's POVShe thinks I'm asleep.I'm not.I've been lying here for the past hour, eyes half-shut, watching her through the dark. She's on her side, her back to me, but her breathing is wrong. Too shallow. Too controlled. The kind of breathing people do when they're trying very hard to look like they're not thinking.Lauren thinks a lot at night.She always has.I noticed it early, weeks before I let myself look at her the way I look at her now. She'd lie there, with the whole penthouse quiet, and I could practically hear her mind working and calculating. It was the first thing that told me she was different.The old Serena never thought that hard. The old Serena drank, schemed, and slept like a log of wood.This new Serena? She carries weight in her sleep.I shifted quietly, propping myself up on one elbow. The city's light leaked through the curtains and caught the curve of her neck, the line of her shoulder. My jaw tightened.I'd noticed the cologne three days ago.It was faint
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