Second Chance For The Broken Luna のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

KristaAs the days slipped by, Laurel’s recovery had become more than a quiet, hopeful thing; it was a presence, pulsing in every corner of the pack. And with each new morning, I’d watch Jacob drift farther from me, pulled by the gravity of her pain. Every quiet evening he spent in the infirmary, his hand brushing her shoulder, a soft word here, a murmur there—all of it left an ache inside me, one that ate away at any calm I’d managed to cling to.My reflection stared back at me in the glass of the study window, the hollow look in my eyes the only indication of how tired I felt, of how weary my heart had become. It was almost too easy to imagine Jacob in the infirmary right now, his hand resting gently on Laurel’s shoulder, his words soft and comforting. She’d suffered, she’d endured the worst of it—and yes, a part of me felt for her. But another part of me twisted, resentful and hurt, because as terrible as her ordeal had been, I felt my own agony buried beneath it, unseen.When I he

KristaAfter our conversation that day in the study, Jacob’s absence – both physically and emotionally – felt more obvious than ever. He’d been pulling away from me for days, but this was different. There was a finality in his silence, a sense that he’d already made up his mind, and every part of me screamed that I needed to stop him, but I didn’t know how. My body betrayed me at every turn—my strength slipping away day by day, as if it had decided I was better off lying down than standing up to what was coming.Even the simple things became exhausting. I could barely walk from my room to the dining hall without feeling lightheaded, my muscles weak and unwilling to cooperate. Playing with Greta’s children left me breathless, head pounding, nausea following me around like a shadow. I was always tired, always aching, and it felt like some cruel twist of fate that I was falling apart just as my whole world was on the verge of doing the same. My symptoms should have been the least of my w

KristaWhen I finally opened my eyes, the room around me wasn’t familiar. I was in the infirmary, not in the soft, worn bedding of my own room, but on a stiff cot that smelled faintly of herbs and antiseptic. It took a moment to remember everything that had happened: the conversation with Jacob, the searing pain as he severed our bond without a second thought, and then… nothing but darkness. The emptiness in my chest felt as raw as the first moment I’d felt it, as if I’d lost a part of me I’d always assumed would be there. The feeling was almost surreal, like a physical hole inside me, even though I knew that wasn’t possible.As I lay there, trying to make sense of the aching emptiness that had replaced the bond I’d felt with him, I heard footsteps approaching. Elder Miriam’s familiar face came into view, her expression soft but tinged with concern. She seemed relieved, even pleased, that I was awake, but the look quickly shifted to something more serious. She asked how I was feeling,

KristaI took one last deep breath and stepped outside. The cold night air hit me like a splash of water, shocking me into alertness. I could feel the pale, gentle light of the moon pouring down on me, and I whispered a silent thank you to the Moon Goddess. Strength flooded into my body, faint but real, enough to steady my hands and straighten my back. With the darkness cloaking me, I made my way through the quiet, deserted paths, avoiding the more well-lit areas and sticking to the shadows.Each step was agony, but I kept going, my gaze fixed on the road ahead, on the safety of the house I’d once called home with Jacob. When I finally reached it, I slipped through the back door, praying that no one would be awake to hear my stumbling footsteps or notice my labored breathing. I was shaking by the time I reached my bedroom door, and for a moment, I thought I might collapse right there.I managed to open the door, practically dragging myself inside. Everything looked the same—the bed Ja

Jacob****I woke to a searing, crushing pain in my chest, so consuming it felt as though someone had reached inside me and ripped my heart out with their bare hands. A broken groan escaped my throat as I curled in on myself, clutching at my chest in a futile attempt to ease the ache. The agony wasn’t physical—it wasn’t something I could fix by shifting or healing. No, this was deeper.I groaned, rolling onto my side as the memory of what I’d done resurfaced, sharp and clear. I had broken the bond with Krista. And now I was paying the price. This was the void left behind it.I had thought I was prepared for this. I had imagined it would hurt, of course—it was no small thing to break a connection the Moon Goddess herself had woven—but this? This felt like death. My wolf stirred uneasily in the back of my mind, a low, mournful growl reverberating through me. He wasn’t angry; no, anger would have been easier to endure. He was... disappointed. Hurt.You shouldn’t have done it. His voice w