Lahat ng Kabanata ng Forbidden Doctor: Solange in Lupine academy : Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Solange We finished eating with more back and forth Jaxon trying to steal more chicken and me swatting his hand every time , Ryker grumbling about how we were all too loud and Kael trying to read while eating which never worked because we kept interrupting him with dumb questions until finally everyone was yawning so hard our jaws cracked and we called it a night dragging ourselves to the bunks. I climbed up to mine still in my clothes too wiped to change and passed out the second my head hit the pillow Soso muttering something about how close we all were but I was already gone.Then out of nowhere a hand shook my shoulder hard and I jerked awake heart slamming against my ribs because oh shit oh shit Jax was standing there in the dark right by my bunk and my brain went straight to he knows he smelled something off during dinner or the suppressants failed and now he’s here to drag me out and expose me or punish me for the chicken prank or worse for being a girl hiding right under their

Solange The room went dead silent for half a beat then all three of them screamed at once Jaxon going “What the hell Lange ” and Kael’s eyes going wide “A sword on his back since when” and Ryker straight-up roared “You traitor you promised you wouldn’t say shit” and I clapped my hand over my mouth too late realizing what I’d done but the damage was out there and now they were all staring at Ryker who was turning red under his broody scowl. Jaxon pointed at him laughing but it was the nervous kind “You have a sword tattoo on your back and you never told us how did Lange even see it you barely take your shirt off in the showers you’re like Mr. Modest with the innerwear on every time.”Ryker shot me a death glare that could’ve melted steel but I was already sinking into the mattress wishing I could disappear and I mumbled “I bathed him okay when his arm was all messed up in the sling right after that fight he couldn’t reach his back and I helped because he was being all stubborn about it

Solange I dropped my bag and tried to sound normal even though my heart was banging against my ribs. “Okay drama king, sit down before you wear a hole in the floor. Hot bath, right? That’s what they said for the mixed-up ones.” He laughed but it came out more like a growl. “Hot bath? Lange I’m not some omega princess, I’m an alpha, I should be out there running circles till I drop but my legs feel like jelly and my dick is never mind, just… stay over there. Like across the room. Far.”I rolled my eyes and headed for the bathroom anyway, twisting the taps until steam filled the tiny space. “Yeah sure I’ll just stand in the hallway while you drown yourself, awww you’re really smart. Now get in the damn tub, Jax. Don’t fricking play with me.!” He stripped down to his boxers, grumbling the whole time, and sank into the water with this hiss that was half relief half pain. I sat on the closed toilet lid, arms crossed, trying not to stare at the way his shoulders were shaking. “Better?” “N

Jaxon He refused again right away snapping “absolutely not whatever you’re thinking no way I’m not doing some weird scent thing or whatever you’re about to say we promised to be better today no more stupid risky shit remember and this sounds like the stupidest risky shit yet” and I begged harder dropping to my knees right there on the floor because standing felt too tall too exposed “please Lange just sit for a minute that’s all I swear just let me get close enough for your scent maybe it’ll calm the rut I promise I won’t do anything else nothing creepy I’m not gay I’m not I just need a little pack alpha vibe like when we’re all piled on the couch after a game you know weak scent stuff to take the edge off and you’re the only one here Ryker and Kael are out running and my ex got blocked at the gate and I’m dying man look at me, I’m shaking like a leaf if I don’t get some relief I’m gonna do something really dumb and you’ll hate me forever and I can’t have you hate me” my voice going

Jaxon “Nah. I’m good.” I lied again. I wasn’t good. I felt dirty. Guilty. Scared. Everything at once.Lange walked out of the room. The door clicked shut behind him. I was alone. I sank down on the floor right there. My back against the bunk. I put my head in my hands. My heart still raced. My mind kept replaying it all. The way I sniffed him. The way I came. The sound I made. His moan. The kiss. Every second felt worse than the last.I told myself it was the rut. The heat. The serum. Not me. Not really me. But deep down I knew that was bullshit. Part of me wanted it. Part of me liked it. And that part scared me the most.I stayed on the floor a long time. The room got quiet. Too quiet. I could hear my own breathing. It sounded loud and shaky. I wiped my face. My cheeks were wet. I didn’t even know I was crying. I wiped it fast like it never happened.After a while I stood up. My legs felt like jelly. I went to the bathroom. I locked the door. I took off my boxers and threw them in t