Five Years LaterMy alarm went off, and when I opened my eyes, all I did was stare at the ceiling for a while. It was the morning of my graduation. In a few hours, I would close one version of my life and step into the next.I had actually made it. It had not been easy, not even close, and there were so many people I owed thanks to for getting me through. Nicholas, especially.“Mason, I'm a graduate now,” I murmured into the quiet room. “I know you'll be proud of me when you come back.”I got out of bed, switched on the light, and reached for the diary on my nightstand.My therapist had suggested it early on, when I was still struggling to get through each day. Whatever I wanted to say to Mason, she told me to write it down instead of keeping it inside me. That way, whenever he came back, I would have a complete record of how the years had gone without him.It had kept me sane more times than I could count. On Mason's birthdays. During Lior's school events, where Chase or Bryan steppe
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