SERA“I want to go now.”Helena said it at the kitchen table on a Thursday morning in March, three years old and entirely certain, looking at Sera with the direct gaze that had never borrowed uncertainty from anyone.Sera put her coffee down. “Where,” she said, though she already knew.“The coast,” Helena said. “You said we would go when I could ask questions about it. I have questions.”Sera looked at her daughter. She had said that. Fourteen months ago on a Sunday morning when Helena was pressing the stone from the coast into her hands and Sera had told her: when you can put the question in language with more specificity than more, that is when we go.Helena had been keeping the promise in her pocket ever since.“What are your questions,” Sera said.Helena held up one finger. “Why did she go there when things needed to be clear.” Second finger. “What does clear feel like.” Third finger. “Does it still work if I go.”Sera looked at her daughter’s three fingers.The third question was
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