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~Julian~I told myself I was visiting Gail because I hadn't seen her in three weeks.That was true. It was also not the reason.She was in her apartment in the West Village, which she had decorated with the specific, confident chaos of someone who had excellent taste and no interest in anyone else's opinion of it, art everywhere, books in every available space, and the particular warmth of a home that was actually lived in rather than arranged to look like it was. She made tea without asking and handed it to me and sat across from me with the expression she wore when she knew I had come for a reason I wasn't going to announce immediately.Gail had always been good at waiting me out. She had been doing it since we were children.We talked about her work for twenty minutes, a gallery collaboration she was developing, and a piece she was considering acquiring for her private collection. I listened properly. I asked the right questions. And then, in the natural pause between topics, I sai

~Delia~I had been rehearsing it for three days.Not the words exactly; I had learnt by now that with Julian, scripted words were a liability. He heard the rehearsal underneath them, the preparation, and the moment he heard it, he closed. So I hadn't scripted it. I had just decided I was going to say it tonight before he left for Dubai in the morning, because if I let him walk out of this house without saying it, I would spend the next week in the silence of the estate asking myself why I hadn't.I knocked on the study door at half past ten.He didn't answer immediately. He never did — it was one of his methods, the pause before responding, the fractional delay that reminded you he was choosing to acknowledge you rather than obligated to. I had catalogued all of his methods by now. It didn't make them less effective. It just meant I could see them for what they were."Come in," he said.I opened the door.He was at his desk, jacket off, sleeves rolled to the elbow, the particular focu

~Katia~My mother called at seven fifteen on a Saturday morning.I was already up; I was always already up, had been since Aiden was born, my body having decided at some point in his first year that sleeping past six was a luxury it could no longer afford and had not reversed that decision since. I was on my second coffee, halfway through the Dubai logistics brief for the fourth time, and Aiden was still asleep down the hall with the profound commitment of a child who had no Saturday morning obligations and intended to honour that fully.Mama calling at seven fifteen on a Saturday was not normal. Mother called on weekdays, during reasonable hours, when she had something specific to deploy. Seven fifteen on a Saturday meant something had happened last night that she had been sitting with since and had decided could not wait until Monday.I answered."Katia." Her voice had the quality it got when she was managing something — warm on the surface, with the specific tension of someone hold

~Katia~Dubai hit like a wall.Not just heat, though the heat was immediate and absolute, the kind that pressed against you the moment the aircraft door opened and the kind that had weight and intention rather than just temperature. It was everything simultaneously: the light, white and relentless off every surface; the scale of it, buildings that made Manhattan look modest arranged against a sky that was a specific shade of blue that didn't exist anywhere else; and underneath all of it, the smell — salt and construction and something expensive that Dubai seemed to exhale permanently, the scent of a city that had decided it was going to be extraordinary and had not yet finished the project.I had been here twice before. Both times as Catwoman, both times in the dark, both times gone before the city fully woke up.This was different.The WEG motorcade was waiting on the tarmac, three black vehicles, precise and unnecessary, the kind of arrival arrangement that existed to establish some

~Julian~She was there at seven.I had not been certain she would be. Not because she had said no – she hadn't said anything, which with Katia was its own kind of answer – but because the night before had been what it had been, and mornings had a way of clarifying things that evenings made complicated. I had been standing in the hotel lobby at six fifty-five with two traditional kanduras arranged by the WEG concierge and the specific controlled patience of a man who had learnt to want things without showing it and was finding that skill increasingly inadequate.She walked out of the elevator at seven exactly.She didn't bring Sam. She had come alone, which meant she had decided something before she got dressed this morning, and she had decided it without consulting anyone, which was the Katia method; internal, final, and not open for renegotiation once made.She looked at the lobby, then at me. At the garment bag I was holding."You actually arranged traditional attire," she said."I