~Delia~I had been rehearsing it for three days.Not the words exactly; I had learnt by now that with Julian, scripted words were a liability. He heard the rehearsal underneath them, the preparation, and the moment he heard it, he closed. So I hadn't scripted it. I had just decided I was going to say it tonight before he left for Dubai in the morning, because if I let him walk out of this house without saying it, I would spend the next week in the silence of the estate asking myself why I hadn't.I knocked on the study door at half past ten.He didn't answer immediately. He never did — it was one of his methods, the pause before responding, the fractional delay that reminded you he was choosing to acknowledge you rather than obligated to. I had catalogued all of his methods by now. It didn't make them less effective. It just meant I could see them for what they were."Come in," he said.I opened the door.He was at his desk, jacket off, sleeves rolled to the elbow, the particular focu
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