All Chapters of 45 Days with Logan: Chapter 121 - Chapter 130

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉"Isn't Logan your name? Or should I call you Bloodbath? Which one suits you better?"Her words stayed repeated in my mind over and over again.She had called me Logan.She had never addressed me by my real name before, except for the rare, fleeting moments when she used it just to tease me. I had grown so used to the sweet, breathless way she said Demon that hearing my actual name leave her lips felt like a physical strike to my chest. It upset me more than I cared to admit.She had even stripped me of the right to call her Papillon.Where had she learned that kind of coldness in just forty-eight hours?It wasn't my fault that I couldn't comprehend how an innocent girl like her could ever truly love a monster like me.And if I wanted to be completely honest with myself, the exact second I stepped aside to let her pass through the door, every instinct in my body screamed at me to stop her.I wanted to yank her back, wrap my arms around her tiny waist, and kiss her until we w

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉She struggled violently against the kiss, her hands shoving hard against my shoulders, but I held her in a vice grip. I tried to deepen the kiss, desperately seeking the warmth I had starved myself of for the last two days, but she kept her mouth firmly shut, completely depriving me of access.I wasn't kissing her to assert dominance.No.This was my non-verbal plea. It was my twisted, desperate way of telling her that I didn't want her to leave me. It was my way of begging her to understand that I hadn't meant a single cruel word I said to her that night.It was my way of screaming that even if I didn't believe a girl like her could ever truly love a monster like me, she was still the most important thing in my pathetic existence.I genuinely couldn't let her go. My entire life had become so heavily anchored around her that I didn't even know how to exist in the dark without her anymore.But as I continued trying to force her to feel me, she found a sudden burst of strengt

𝘼𝘽𝘽𝙄𝙀"How did you...?""How did I know?" Ruby cut me off gently, a soft, knowing smile playing on her lips.I stared at her, slowly nodding my head. A dizzying wave of heat rushed to my face. I was completely paralyzed with shock. I knew for a fact I had never breathed a word about it to her. Was it really that obvious? Were there physical markers? Did my body look different? Was there some kind of invisible symptom that gave it away the second a girl was no longer a virgin?"Honestly, Abbie, I’ve known that something intense was brewing between you and Logan for a while now," Ruby explained. "I just pretended to be oblivious because I was waiting for you to be ready to open up to me. But it really seemed like you had every intention of carrying the secret all the way back to California."I swallowed hard, my fingers instinctively drifting up to touch my earlobe. "Are... are you mad at me, Ruby? Are you disappointed?" I whispered, my voice barely audible."Mad? Yeah, I'm a littl

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉I laid beside her on the bed, watching her sleep, her chest rising and falling slowly. The morning sun was already up, but she was still sleeping so soundly.I had changed her out of her wet clothes and into one of my t-shirts. She was so deep in her sleep that she didn’t even notice when I changed her. Even when I carried her from my room floor to her bed, she remained unaware.As my eyes lingered on her, I felt a pang of guilt swelling inside my chest. Despite everything I had done to her, she still showed up last night because she knew I was scared of thunder.When she held me tight last night, covering my ears against the angry thunder, it made me realize that she actually cared for me... and it brought me to the conclusion that she truly loved me. If she didn’t, she would have let the darkness take me. She would have walked away when she had the chance to leave me drowning in my own terror.She didn’t abandon me. She stayed until the last echoes of the storm faded and

𝘼𝘽𝘽𝙄𝙀"You think he's going to push through with it?" Manon asked, sitting next to me on the bed, while Zenia's eyes lingered on me for answers.When I informed them that I didn't push through with leaving for America as planned, they had rushed over to Ruby's house. And since they were less judgemental than Daisy, I told them everything.It was so humiliating when I returned to Ruby's house and found that Demon didn't just change my clothes. He had literally changed my pads, too.I had been so utterly consumed by terror and panic for him last night that I’d practically charged out into the pouring rain, completely oblivious to my own cycle. I couldn't bring myself to say it out loud to Manon and Zenia... the sheer shame of it was too overwhelming."That's what he told me," I replied, my voice trembling slightly as I tried to anchor myself. "He said he wants to be a better man for me. He wants to love me."Zenia's expression softened into pure, protective worry. She snuggled clos