45 Days with Logan のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉Smoke swirled around me, thick and suffocating, curling into every shadowed corner of the Onyx Room like ghosts I had summoned. Pierre and Ox sat across from me. Usually, they'd be busy with their snooker game, arguing over who cheated last round.But not today.Today, their eyes stayed on me, watchful and tense, like they were waiting for me to explode."Is everything okay, Bloodbath?" Ox finally asked in Chinese.My eyes slid toward him, burning like live coals. I didn't need to look in a mirror to know how red they were. Too much nicotine. Too much rage. Too much of everything.If I don't keep smoking, I might go back to Chaney and finish what I started.He was lucky... too fucking lucky that I didn't break every bone in his body. It's all Papillon's fault anyway."I'm fine," I muttered.And Ox didn't need to ask further.They were my buddies, but I don't tell them anything. I knew everything about them, but they don't know a single thing about me.It's Ruby.She knows m

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉Damn.Her nipple tasted even better than it looked… softer, warmer, sweeter, like heaven and sin melting together on my tongue.A low groan rumbled in my chest as I sucked harder, unable to stop myself.Papillon thought I wanted to kiss her… sweet, innocent girl. Always so pure, always thinking with that soft heart of hers.But her lips were never what I was after when I asked if I could touch her.The moment she stripped off her blouse to stop my bleeding, something inside me snapped.Not anger.Something darker.Something far more dangerous.A need.A craving.A vicious, hungry urge that clawed through my chest and wrapped itself around my mind.I wanted to pin her down on the couch and devour every inch of her until she forgot how to breatheShe's terrified of blood—terrified—but she didn't even flinch at mine.No tremble, no disgust. Just pure worry… for me.I can read her like a damn open book.She is so easy to read that I don't need to open her head to know what she

𝘼𝘽𝘽𝙄𝙀My eyes were heavy as I stared at the black ceiling beneath me. I couldn't sleep... not even a wink.Too much happened last night, too much that pulled sleep straight out of my eyes and threw it away.First of all, I wasn't afraid of Demon's blood. He was bleeding, and somehow… I didn't have my phobia.Demon... this cruel, heartless Demon has hurt me so many times, yet all I could think about was him. I was worried. I cried for him.Me. Crying over Demon.Crying has always been easy for me… but Demon wasn't worth a single tear, because I hate him.Secondly… he sucked my nipple.I watched his mouth on me... watching his lips close over my nipple like it belonged to him. I watched his hand take my breast like he had every right to touch me.And God help me…I loved it.I freaking loved it.And even if I had confronted him, the truth was simple... I didn't want him to stop.I wanted more.I wanted all of it.Since when did I turn into a bad girl?But the biggest reason sleep r

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉Papillon had it in her. She had that naughty thinking in her, all she needed was to wake it up, and nothing was going to stop me from waking it up.She wasn't only messing with my head. She had an effect on me.Not Jade or the rest of the girls I have been with could make me moan the way she made me moan. She didn't even do it properly because she was still a learner, but a single touch from her sent my brain flying out of my head.I hated what I was feeling but at the same time I loved what I was feeling.But it clearly doesn't mean I am falling for her. With all that I have been through, there's no way my heart can beat again.Like I said, I don't have a heart. It stopped beating the day I chose to stop being a puppet for those traffickers. It stopped beating the day I escaped with a few other kids after making sure they all died.I had left Paris after sending Papillon a link containing porn. She must've freaked out after tapping on it, because she had called and texted

𝙇𝙊𝙂𝘼𝙉Spending six days with the Elites was never part of the plan when I left Paris for Tokyo. Tolan, with his manipulative skills, had lured me into spending more time in Tokyo than the three-days agreement.Talon wasn't just a psycho, he was manipulative as hell. Being a smiling guru, anyone could easily believe he's a good guy.He can kill someone and no one would ever find the body. While I leave evidence that I killed someone, Talon, on the other hand, doesn't, which is why it was always easy for people to believe that he's a disciple of the man up there.I'm ruthless, but how that psycho keeps manipulating me whenever we meet is a mystery I will never understand.Talon can manipulate you into believing he's a victim, whereas his heart is just as dark as mine. He could be an actor if he wanted to, because he knows how to pretend, but when he shows his ruthless side, no one would believe he's the same smiling guru.Talon, Bryon, Caden and I called ourselves The Ruthless Elit