All Chapters of Married To The Alpha, Marked By His Beta!: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

KNOX'S POV From a distance, I saw Sable. She was right in front of my Chambers door pacing to and fro. I'd just left the Alpha's chamber after succeeding in doing the worst job of consoling a person. I knew my presence didn't mean a thing to him, he probably only needed me to guard his chamber when he was losing it. After that? My words were useless. At some point, I stopped bothering about bringing it up, I acted like nothing ever happened. Put down his bowl of broth and leave him to himself. I couldn't keep going on with words like it's gonna get better, you just gotta hang in tight. I had no idea if that was possible. Maybe that was his life and he had to leave it on until his last breath or Maybe not. Not that I stopped caring, I was his Beta, and right hand man, I would be totally useless if I cared less about the welfare of the Alpha. We could say I learnt the art of silent loyalty.The kind where you stop asking questions because the answers hurt too much. The kind where you s

SABLE'S POVKnox stared at me like he was fighting himself from the inside out. The room had gone quiet after his suggestion. Too quiet. The kind of silence that made every breath noticeable. Every movement, louder than it should be. I sat still wondering my next move, I wasn't having him leave his chamber for me. Maybe I should leave, but I couldn't bring myself to do that, I needed to be around someone, not just anyone but Knox. I knew he would protect me if he had to, enough reasons why I was willing to stick around his chamber for the night. “You don't have to leave,” I said softly, tapping my fingers into my thighs as I waited for a response from him. His jaw tightened instantly. “Sable.” He called out my name and then paused as if trying to keep himself from speaking. “No.” I said, shaking my head before he could finish. “I didn't come here to chase you out of your own room.” His eyes met mine for a brief second before darting away again. He looked exhausted. Not physically a

SABLE'S POVI watched Knox leave the room, watched him make his choice, it wasn't me, he couldn't risk being with me. But I was ready to do that, ready to take the risk even though I knew what it meant, even though I knew the price I would have to pay. Knox wasn't the same, he couldn't do the same. How could I forget the kind of man he was, one who was willing to walk away from inconvenience even though we'd both felt it. The spark, the deep longing that had refused to quench. Or maybe it was my assumption, maybe Knox didn't see me the way I thought he did, maybe he didn't feel me the way I felt him. That could be the only logical explanation for his actions. I hated the position he'd put me right now, hated the fact I let him put me in such a position. I should have let things be the way it always was. Pretence. Everyone, especially me, acted indifferently towards each other. We always knew they were something, a pressure we'd suppressed but I let mine off the hook and Knox couldn't

SABLE'S POVMy heart began to race, my palm slowly began to tremble. I knew I was gonna get caught, but not this early. I let my cutleries fall into my plate, I didn't want him seeing my trembling hands. I paused, wondering what I could say to him as I watched his emotionless face. I rubbed my sweaty palm over my hair, making it seem like I was rubbing off my hair. The last thing I wanted him to see was how nervous I'd become. “It's okay if you need to switch rooms Sable, I wouldn't blame you for that.” He added after a short pause. I blinked in a bit of confusion, still staring at him and wonder if he was what he was on about. I knew, definitely had an idea, but a part of me felt like I'd misinterpreted his words. “The right wing is my mother's, and I doubt you would be comfortable staying so close to her.” He swiftly added. “I…I do not…..” I stuttered, blinking lightly as I stared at him. He dabbed his lips with a napkin, sighed out in deep relief before letting it down on the ta

SABLE'S POV “I want you to leave these parks, you shouldn't be here.” The words hit me like rock Ice, piercing into my chest and freezing my heart at the spot. I sat staring and wondering why Alpha Bryn would say those words to me. It was weird and at the same time unacceptable. He'd first of all given me chicken feet with his words about his situation and how things wouldn't get better. I hadn't processed that and he had to drop the next bombshell. After listening to him speak, first I felt range sipping in through my veins, ripping my skin off, I'd clenched my fist, thinking of how well to punch his guts. He'd gotten married to me knowing all these things, knowing how dangerous he was. Now I understood why he'd come down to my level, only in Black pine reach has something like this ever happened, the Alpha getting married to an Omega, it was like searching for a needle and not just searching for a needle but finding it in a hays