ArselElaine didn’t bring up the subject when she woke up.That was the first thing that made me nervous.Not because I wanted her to confront me right away, but because I’d learned that Elaine’s silence was never empty. She might stay quiet out of exhaustion, fear, observation, or an inner need to put every piece in order before asking a question capable of bringing down walls.And I knew which wall was about to come down.Mine.I made breakfast with almost military precision to avoid thinking too much about it. I prepared coffee, tea, fruit, bread, eggs, oatmeal, and an herbal tea that Mom had written down to strengthen the body after episodes of severe stress. When I set everything on the table, Elaine appeared in the kitchen with her hair down, a loose sweater, and that serene look that could be calm or determined.Leo stirred inside me.Today, said my beast.I know.Don’t run away, Leo ordered firmly.I won’t.Elaine sat down across from me.“Good morning,” she said warmly.“Good
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