PENELOPE THREE WEEKS PASSED.I did not see Adrian, or go to Jonathan's apartment.I went to work and I took Nora to her check-up. I answered emails. I rebuilt two client relationships that had gone cold during the weeks of public chaos.I did not cry again after that night on the floor, because one cry was sufficient I was done with falling apart in my own apartment while my daughter slept.What I did instead was work, and think.And slowly, over three weeks, arrive at what felt like clarity.It was not a decision about either of them, but a decision about myself.That I was going to stop waiting for either man to give me a reason to trust them and start deciding what trust actually required on my own terms.And then Jonathan called. "I'm hosting an event, two weeks from now.""What kind of event," I said.He sighed. "Till then.""Why should I attend," I asked."Because It's for you," he explained " I really want you to be there when I do it.""What thing," I said."Just trust me,"
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