[Nathaniel]Luckily, I did not have any other shared classes with Chris after. Allowing me to calm my emotions down. There were stares, murmurs and gossiping here and there. Classmates asking about the photo. But, with Clara’s protection and my crafted story, I was gradually getting accustomed to the attention. Lunch time at the canteen was crowded. Under the eyes of many students, I quickly found a seat, waiting for Clara. While waiting, I started researching on date plans with girls. The episode in Chemistry class earlier unsettled me a little. I didn’t like that I was still emotionally affected by Chris. It’s biological, not logical. My brain knows I need to let go. Not to think too much of his sudden appearance and suggestive actions. But my heart. It doesn’t want to let go. His presence itself makes my heart beat faster, bringing back beautiful memories that I kept close to my heart. I had to constantly curb myself from running towards him every time I saw him. I ache for th
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