[SFX: RECTORY APARTMENT. 3:14 AM. THEN BEEP. THEN BEEP.]The monitors were everywhere. One on the fridge. BPM for the kitchen. One in the bathroom. BPM for the shower. One in the nursery. BPM for Alex. One on my wrist. BPM for me. One on Adrian’s phone. BPM for all of us. 167 BPM. Not mine. Not Alex’s. Not the twins’. Adrian’s. He was awake. Again. Standing in the doorway of the bedroom, phone in his hand, screen glowing. “You’re spiking,” he said. Not a greeting. A diagnosis. I rolled over. Twenty-one weeks now. Starting to show. Isla and Ivy pressed against my bladder, my lungs, my sanity. “I had to pee, Adrian. It’s 3 AM. My heart rate goes up when I walk.” “It hit 141,” he said. Showed me the graph. Red line. Sharp peak. “Last time you hit 140 you spotted. Dr. Hewitt said—” “Dr. Hewitt said it’s normal,” I said. Sat up. “She said twins make your heart work harder. She said walking to the bathroom isn’t a medical emergency.” He didn’t answer. He was looking at the mon
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