.*7:00 AM. [SFX: NONE. THEN FEET. THEN THEM.]*Bedroom. Not 3 AM. Not court. Not Reese. Christmas. _Silence._Not really. Ivy. Doorway. 3 years, 3 months, 17 days. Red pajamas. _SANTA CREW_ written on front. Alex’s work. Sharpie. Isla. Next to her. Same pajamas. Holding hands. “Is it time,” Ivy whispered. Loud. 3 year old loud. “Is Santa gone,” Isla whispered. Also loud. Copying. _Thump-thump. Thump-thump._ 62 BPM. Adrian. Next to me. Awake. Since 6. Watching door. Like June 2nd. But different. 581 days different. “Yeah,” Adrian said. Voice gravel. Morning. Christmas. “Santa’s gone. He left you 7 a mess.”_Silence. Bedroom. 7:01 AM._“GO!” Ivy. Isla. Gone. Running. _Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump._ Down hall. Bear. Barked. Once. Joined. _Silence._“Crew’s up,” I said. Sitting. “Crew’s always up,” Adrian said. Kissing my head. Scar from coffee table. Day 12. Silver. Christmas light caught it. Made it gold. February. Between us. Bassinet. 10 months, 7 days. Awake. Looking
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