He went back on Sunday afternoon.Not because he had fully worked out what he wanted to say he hadn't, not completely. But he had learned, over the past several months, that waiting until he had fully worked out what to say was sometimes just another way of not saying it.He knocked once.Stellan opened the door and looked at him with the expression of a man who had spent the night with something large and was not entirely certain what shape it had taken by morning."Can I come in," Darian said.Stellan stepped back.The room was the same. Immaculate. Everything in its place. But something in the quality of the order felt different this morning, less like control and more like habit. The difference between a man maintaining his systems and a man who had forgotten, temporarily, why he had built them.They sat. Not across from each other the way they had sat in confrontations beside each other, at the small table by the window, the Chicago River visible below doing its Sunday thing.Nei
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