《Go Ahead and Jump, Mom》全部章節：第 1 章 - 第 10 章

Mom continued screaming, "You're going to stop caring about me too! I'm your mother! You're just the same as that damn father of yours! You just want to abandon me!"She then collapsed onto the floor, pounding her fist against it, crying and screaming her heart out.This scene had happened countless times in my past life.Every time I resisted her, even a little, she would throw a huge tantrum and lament how hard her life had been and how ungrateful and disrespectful I was to her.I used to believe that I was really in the wrong and that I had let her down, right up until I finally threw myself off the building in my previous life."Mom," I said, interrupting her tirade. "I never said that I was going to stop caring about you."She looked up at me, teary-eyed, grasping onto the last sliver of hope."Then withdraw your applications and reapply to a local college! You still have three days to cancel them!"Just apply to a local teacher's college here and become a teacher after yo

Mom screamed, "Why should I tell you the password? If I told you, you're definitely going to change the applications back to those faraway colleges again, aren't you?"Over my dead body! There's no way I'm ever going to tell you! If you dare to change your application again, don't you ever acknowledge me as your mother! I don't have a stubborn daughter like you!"She had said this to me many times in the past. Last time, I would always cry and beg her to take that back, ultimately giving up on my choice.But this time, I just stared at her for a few seconds before turning around, rushing toward the door, and running out."Suzanne Gibson! Where are you going! Come back at once!"Her shouting was muffled as the door slammed shut behind me.As soon as I ran out of the neighborhood, my phone started blowing up with calls and texts. The first one was a call from an aunt. I rejected the call. The second call was from an uncle. Then, one after another, all of my relatives began calling

The smile on Mom's face froze instantly. She grabbed my arm and yanked me toward her as if she hadn't heard me properly the first time."What did you just say? Say that again! Brayton College? What are you talking about?"I shook her hand off without answering her and turned to walk down the mountain instead.The night wind stung my face, but I felt very refreshed. I'd finally managed to release a fraction of the pent-up anger from my two lifetimes.Mom kept chasing after me, her high heels clicking noisily against the stone steps as she muttered angry curses at me, saying that I was crazy and that I'd grown out of my nest and dared to actually mess with her.I ignored her and walked faster, hailing a cab as soon as I reached the bottom of the mountain.By the time she reached the side of the road, panting loudly, I'd already closed the car door and given the cab driver my home address.I reached home before she did. I took a long, relaxing shower and lay in bed comfortably whil

I sat on the bed, eating bread and pretending not to hear a thing.No one had spoken up for me when I got into trouble in my previous time. No one had stood by my side when I suffered domestic abuse and miscarried. No one had asked me if I was in pain when I jumped off the building.So, why should I even be expected to be sensible in the first place?I would just eat and sleep as usual, living a carefree life. The noise outside didn't seem to have anything to do with me anyway.I knew that Mom would be powerless as long as I endured it all until the acceptance letter arrived.Two weeks later, the acceptance letter came in the mail. I heard the mailman knock on the door. Mom opened it to take the document from him and signed for it.Immediately afterward, there was the sound of tearing paper. It was loud and forceful."Suzanne Gibson! Come out of your room!"She pounded on my door, her voice filled with hatred.I opened the door and saw the acceptance letter that was torn to sh

Once, I partnered with a male classmate for a competition, and we went out to discuss the details and proposal for two hours.As soon as I got back to my dorm, Mom cornered me outside and pointed a finger at his face, screaming bloody murder at him and calling him a pervert and accusing him of seducing me. He turned bright red and dared not speak to me again after that.Before long, everyone on campus knew that someone named Suzanne Gibson was a Mama's Girl who still needed her mommy to accompany her to class, pick out her outfits, serve her food, filter her friends, and even go out to buy clothes for her.My roommates began distancing themselves from me, and nobody wanted to go to class with me or eat with me anymore.When I walked alone on the path, I would hear people whispering gossip about me behind my back."See her? That the mama's girl. I can't believe that she still needs her mom to do everything for her at this age. Do you think she can't even go potty on her own?""I h