Amelia POV It took me another day to fully understand what I had seen in the corridor.Not Lydia's restraint — I had understood the fact of that immediately, had read it clearly in the held-back quality of her stillness, the deliberate not-moving, the hands at her sides making no decision. What took longer to understand was the specific reason for it. The why beneath the what, which was, with Lydia, always the more important question. Lydia did not do things without reasons and she did not refrain from doing things without reasons, and the reasons were never the simple, surface ones. They were always one or two layers deeper than they appeared.I had time to think in that room.That was, perhaps, the only unambiguous advantage of my situation — I had nothing to do except think, and the children and the warmth and the basic maintenance of my physical wellbeing were all proceeding without requiring my active management, leaving my mind free to work at whatever it chose to work at. I h
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