LENAI did not expect him to be in the kitchen.I want to be specific about this. I had developed, in eleven weeks of living in Julian Blackwood's penthouse, a reliable internal map of his mornings. He was at his desk by seven, sometimes earlier. His coffee was already made when I came down. Mrs. Billy arrived at eight. The kitchen, in the window between six-thirty and seven, was mine, the specific and particular gift of thirty unobserved minutes in which I could be in a room without performing anything for anyone.I had come to depend on those thirty minutes.I came into the kitchen at six fifty-one and he was at the window.The specific and immediate recognition of him, the set of his shoulders, the particular and tall and contained quality of Julian Blackwood standing at a window with a cup of coffee, looking at the city with the private expression of a man who had not prepared to be seen.I stopped.I recovered.I said the first words available to me, which were ordinary and true,
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