Maya POVKeeping secrets had always sounded easier in theory than it felt in reality, because most people imagined secrecy as a matter of simply refusing to tell anyone the truth, while the actual challenge came from remembering every expression, every glance, every unconscious reaction, and every tiny instinct that suddenly needed to be controlled, and by the second day after returning from Leo’s hometown I was beginning to understand just how difficult that would become when the person you were trying to hide mattered more than you wanted to admit.The strangest part was that nothing about our situation had been officially defined, because neither of us had attached labels to whatever existed between us and neither of us had made grand promises or declarations, yet despite the absence of those conversations there was no confusion about the reality itself, since every look we shared carried an awareness that had not existed before and every moment spent apart
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