Marcus Webb had been my teammate for four years in Ottawa. He was also, as far as I knew, the only other person in professional hockey who knew exactly what I was.He called on a Sunday afternoon, his voice carrying the background noise of an airport, which meant he was traveling for an away series."I saw the article," he said, when we'd gotten past the opener."Yeah.""The photo was good. You look like yourself.""What does that mean?""It means you look like someone who's playing hockey because they love it instead of because they're surviving it. There's a difference. It's visible." A pause. The airport noise shifted. "How are things with the Ice King?"Marcus was the only person in my life who knew about the arrangement. He did not know all of it, I'd given him the outline, not the interior. He knew: leverage, secret, deal. He knew because he was Marcus and he had asked me once, directly, if I was in trouble, and I had not been able to lie to him."Complicated," I said."More com
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