“To keep you!” he begged, pressing his forehead against my stomach. His shoulders shook with sobs. “I was losing my mind. I couldn't watch you succeed without me. I needed you to need me, Kai, and yes, I did terrible and unforgivable things, but look at us now. Look at how happy you were this morning. That was real. We are real.”I looked down at the top of his head; the hair I'd run my fingers through last night, the skin I'd kissed, and the mouth that had whispered devotion to me all night. I went still.He looked up, hope flickering in his red-rimmed eyes. “Kai?”“You want me to forgive you,” I whispered. My voice sounded dead and empty, like my heart. “You want me to understand.”“Yes. Yes, please—”I leaned down. “Then, let me go.”“No!” He got to his feet, and his face pulled up in a dark glare. “I'm not fucking letting you go, Kia! Not over my fucking dead body!”I gulped as more tears kept rolling down my face. “Stein —”“I love you, Schatz. I love you more than life itself.
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