They scheduled Alexander like a routine procedure.Fifteen minutes.Minimal exposure.Mila penciled him in with all the cheer of someone booking a colonoscopy.“Day after tomorrow,” she said. “Gives you time to eat, sleep, and not flatline on me again.”I nodded, feeling the familiar anxiety rise——and then noticing, again, how it hit a new layer and slowed.Process, don’t drown.“Fine,” I said. “I’ll bring my most withering stare.”“Bring your lowest blood pressure,” she said. “He doesn’t get a spike out of you.”***The next forty‑eight hours were a series of smaller tests.Standing, with Mila and a nurse on either side and a gait belt around my waist.My legs shook halfway to the bathroom.By the time I got there, I was sweating.“Humbling,” I muttered, clinging to the grab bar.“Try spending six weeks on a ventilator sometime,” Mila said. “This is the fun part.”She had me walk the hall once, IV pole as a sad escort, past doors with other names, and other bodies.Some of them watc
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