"This time, there were flowers. This time, there was joy."I stood in the small anteroom of the chapel with my hand pressed flat against my stomach, not because anything was wrong, but because I needed to feel my own heartbeat through my palm, needed proof that this was real and not some elaborate, beautiful thing my mind had constructed out of exhaustion and hope.The dress was simple. I had chosen it myself, alone, in a quiet shop two months earlier, with no opinions weighing on me except my own. Ivory, not white, soft fabric that moved when I moved, nothing structured or armored about it. I had stood in front of the mirror in that shop and thought about the courthouse dress, the one with no flowers and no joy, the one I had worn like a costume for a role I never auditioned for, and I had felt, trying this one on, something close to relief.This dress was mine. Chosen, not assigned.Sofia adjusted the small comb in my hair, her fingers steady despite the fact that her eyes had alrea
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