The early morning hours became my personal sanctuary.It started slowly, almost timidly. After the conversation with Dr. Vance and my declaration to my husbands, I still hesitated. But the need was greater than the fear. In the first few nights, I would wake up around two in the morning, my body restless, my mind bubbling with images, dialogues, and emotions that wouldn’t let me sleep. I would slip carefully out of bed, sliding from the warm arms of Zion, Luka, and Elias, and go downstairs to the back veranda.The veranda became my refuge. A rustic wooden table, a wide armchair, the laptop Luka had set up especially for me, and the view of the dark garden lit only by the soft glow of the pool. The night air was cool, carrying the scent of damp earth, jasmine, and the faint salt of the distant ocean. There, the whole world fell silent. There were no organization meetings, no homework to review, no children needing attent
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