I have always been better at staying quiet than explaining myself. Silence, to me, is not absence. It is control. It is distance. It is the only thing that never asks for permission or understanding. People assume silence means emptiness, but they are wrong. Silence holds everything I refuse to give away.Adrian has always been the opposite of me. Where I withdraw, he expands. Where I observe, he performs. Where I calculate, he feels too loudly. It is not admiration or resentment that defines that difference between us. It is history. Shared blood does not guarantee shared direction. We learned that early, long before either of us understood what we were becoming.I was the first born, though that detail has never mattered much to anyone except the people who like structure. Adrian came minutes later, but he arrived like he belonged to the world more than I did. Even as children, he was easier to notice. Easier to love. Easier to understand. I learned quickly that attention was not so
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