SLOANE We sat on that bench for over an hour.The triggers were layered. NHL scouts. His father's phone calls. The captaincy. The weight of expectation that sat on his shoulders like a physical thing — not metaphorical, not abstract, but felt, in his trapezius muscles, in his jaw, in the way his hands would clench before his brain registered the threat."The scouts are going to keep coming," I said."I know.""This doesn't go away because we talked about it.""I know.""You need to tell Feinstein about the frequency increase. Twice a week is escalation, not a phase.""I will.""And you need to sleep."He looked at me sideways. "Yes, Mom.""Don't. Don't do that.""Do what?""Deflect with humor when I'm giving you clinical recommendations.""You're not a clinician.""I'm the closest thing you've got in this rink."He held my gaze. Then, slowly, nodded."I'll talk to Feinstein," he said. "I'll try the grounding. I'll use the document.""And?""And I'll call you. If it's level three.""G
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