He had told himself he would stay at the edge of the crowd.He had been at the edge of the crowd for six minutes and four seconds — he had counted, in the way he had found himself counting things since the treeline three months ago, as if precision was the thing that would hold him together when the situation was beyond managing.He had watched her step down from the carriage.He had watched Elder Cora cross the square to her. He had watched Serena receive the acknowledgment with the specific, unhurried quality of someone for whom acknowledgment was not new information. He had watched the crowd move toward her and had watched her receive them with the same quality — attentive, warm, present, and entirely, unmistakably different from the person who had been here eight months ago.He had watched Lucien.Lucien was in the third carriage, which had stopped behind hers. He had emerged quietly, with the specific, deliberate unobtrusiveness of
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