She had been planning the conversation for three weeks.Not rehearsing it, exactly. She was not someone who scripted conversations in advance because scripted conversations had a quality that children detected before adults did, a performed quality, a distance between what was being said and what was actually true, and her children were not ordinary children and would detect it faster than most.But she had been thinking about it. About the right time, the right setting, the right register. About what four year olds could hold and what they could not and about the specific four year olds her children were, which changed the calculation considerably.She chose a Sunday morning.The nursery, not a formal room, because formal rooms changed the quality of conversations and this conversation needed to feel like what it was, which was their mother telling them something true. She brought breakfast in herself rather than having it sent up, which was a treat and which all three of them regist
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