The moment the floodgates of gambling were flung open, they were nearly impossible to close.Soon enough, the stakes in the next few games evolved into more tangible assets. At times, I lost some of my relatively insignificant shares or minor investments. At other times, I was lucky enough to win some of them back.I behaved exactly like a typical gambler who was losing his mind. When I lost, all color drained from my face, and when I won, I was wildly ecstatic. The thrill of alcohol and gambling games made me appear somewhat out of control.On a few occasions, Alissa attempted to stop me. However, she was always held back. The frown on her face deepened. I couldn't help but laugh bitterly at myself. To Alissa, I was probably just acting out recklessly. Perhaps she was waiting for me to return to her side as I always did, ready to be at her beck and call.The dice-rolling game seemed to have become a miniature battlefield. When I pulled off yet another insanely-close win, seizing
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