NICKEmily's fingers are on my tie, and her face is close, and she smells like the perfume she only wears when she wants to feel armoured. Her bottom lip is caught between her teeth while she works the knot."Chin up," she says.I lift my chin. She pulls the fabric through, tightens it, steps back, tilts her head, pulls it loose, and starts over."You already did this.""It wasn't right.""It was the same knot.""It was almost the same knot, and almost isn't good enough for court." She smooths the tie down my chest, and her fingers slow at the bottom, resting there against my stomach. The bathroom is small and warm, and the morning light is coming through the frosted window, landing on the side of her face. I have been looking at this woman for months, and she still stops my breathing when the light catches her right."There," she says.I catch her hand before it leaves my chest and pull her in. Her body meets mine, and I am not calm about it. I have not been calm since she kissed me
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