EliIt was a Tuesday.I had chosen Tuesday because Tuesday was a neutral evening — not the beginning of the week, which carried its own energy, and not the end of the week, which had a different quality. Tuesday was the most ordinary evening available, and ordinary evenings were when important questions could be asked without the question itself becoming a significant event rather than a question that required an answer.I had been thinking about the question for three weeks.Not continuously — I had other research ongoing, the library reorganisation was in its evaluation phase, and there was a significant project about deep-sea thermal vents that required attention. But the question had been present in my thinking, placed in the section of my research notebook I labelled pending: requires more information before conclusion, and every few days I had reviewed it and determined that the information I was waiting for was not going to arrive through passive observation.I would need to as
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